A day Before...

Will tomorrow be a second step across? i am hoping not, but as of right now i am not really hopeful.


I keep breaking rule #2, i keep looking in my mouth, let's see, how does it look let me describe the way,

it sucks!!

It very large now (in the grand scheme of things) on Sept 20 it could not really be seen, today i could slide a dime through the opening, i am not sure what that white stuff is in the back past the opening, is it bone? cartilage? wield looking snot? and now the white area is reforming (this is what it does and then splits open again) so that's not a good sign.

My jaw is now hurting pretty bad on the right side, my inner cheeks are swollen on the same side, so all in all?

It Sucks!!

I been telling people I am approaching this from the reverse point of view, i say its bad, i tell people its bad, and the Doctor will come in tomorrow and tell me it's not bad, that's my hope.

all i know is i am tired of this and it really does suck.

The appointment is tomorrow at 9am, i will post afterwards, positive, negative, i will post, the only difference is if it's bad i will be posting from "Joe Jost" and if good i will be at work.

Later all