Sometimes you just got to ask

What the hell did i do to deserve this?

Was i one of Hitlers henchmen?

Did i spawn a drug cartel?

Did i invent the Bra?

Just what the hell did i do? as i type this i have a pain pill stuck in the hole in my throat dissolving, ever get a aspirin or a vitamin stuck? i am putting up with it so i can swallow some water and dislodge it, but i ask again? why?

I think i am in trouble with the new doctor already, leave it to me to make such a great first impression without even meeting the man, i was called by his office tonight to see if i could do some test on Wednesday, something tells me that something is rotten in Denmark, well either that or i need to clean the litter box.

For those not up to date, I saw my doctor a few weeks ago when the new hole opened in my mouth, that sent me to the hospital where they did another biopsy, seems i have a necrotic opening, now this can be good news or bad news,

Good news, no cancer in the tissue they took.

Bad News, it could still be cancer but just not in the sample they took, could be that the cancer ate out the portion of my mouth and throat and it was just there to be sampled, trust me to be the one with some freaky form of cancer.

So, Dr. Kim has now referred me to a special ENT surgeon, he specializes in complete neck resections, basically he might remove all the soft tissue on the right side of my neck, i maybe able to blow my nose like a grey whale shortly, you know, through one giant opening.

I am now losing my hearing in my right ear , it happens when i talk , the side of my face swells up (inside and outside) and presses on my auditory nerves i guess and causes my hearing to mess up, i wonder if it will mute the voices i hear also? no? damn.

But that is the scoop as of now, so if you type to me, make sure i am on the left side since the right side is having issues.

I will drop a note up here as soon as i know anything

Later all