Lot of people tell me how great i look, and i do admit i do look better then i have in a while, the combination of back surgery's and other things did put a lot more weight on me then i am use to, but i always did hang around the 290 - 310 mark most of my adult life, but i did let it get out of control.
But now i have dropped off and down to 250 mark, and i have felt worse then i ever have in my whole life, i am more tired, my sleep is way out of whack, my back pain is up, but damn if i don't look good to most people.
I was weighing in around 340-350 mark when i found out i was sick, and on the advice of my doctors i ate as much as i could in that short period of time before i quit eating, i went up around an extra 35-40 pounds quickly, but they were not worried, they knew i be losing it(the weight not the mind)
and down it came, 143 pounds in roughly 89 days, i stopped counting after that,
and i know the sudden loss of weight like that can cause havoc on your system, but when will the havoc stop? when can i eat a burger without taking 2 hours and not get sick afterwards? a blooming onion, that was my goal for those who remember, i can't eat that yet, and if i did i am not sure i could keep it in.
and beer (skip this paragraph Bob), i would like to taste a cold, cold beer that did not taste like the color grey, i mean it has the same taste as water, well Perrier water at that.
but like my doctor keeps reminding me, if we did the surgery it would have been worse, and that one day my taste might come back but until then i will have to be satisfied with being the size of you mere mortals, i use to like being described as "a wall that moves"
but i look good
later all, sorry for the downer note, its just as summer is here and i sit looking at all them yummy BBQ things(my favorite food use to be anything that started with "BBQ") i get a little down, well 6'7 1/2" of down..but i will be better soon,
i wonder if i can make BBQ chef-boy-r-dee?
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