T - 10 and counting

Its getting so close i am getting nervous, i keep waiting for them to say "OK, only 30 more and your done" now that would be a sick, sick joke.

but since i have had 2 boosters the great thing i can say about them is this, they take way less time, i spend only about 5-7 minutes on the table now, then i am out, well after the 90 seconds of hocking up afterwards.

I was asked what is the first thing i am going to eat after i can have real, solid food again, well that's easy, you will either find me face down and passed out at Sanchez Burrito company in the giant ass carne asada burrito they make, or just down the street trying to polish off half the menu at Tommy's...and that's just for breakfast.

as of today it looks like i am now at 312 pounds, seems losing that amount of weight that fast is not a good thing, but damn, i am close to breaking that record. I can still eat, i can still drink, i am not being a hard ass about the feeding tube, but they are kind of surprised, like i said, i have fat to burn, fat = energy, i am sure there are few "healthy types" out there that had this and was to have a feeding tube in a week, well i know this because my Radiation techs told me, bet they are sorry now that they did not have a few pounds of fat on them to help them out.

I know after this i will gain a few pounds, well that's in the first day i can eat, but i will take the opportunity to continue the weight loss, see if i can make it a even 100 pounds since it is so close.

but that's till i try and kill myself in a carne asada burrito that is....