Radiation anyone?

Well what a fun morning, i was up early, well since i have not really been to sleep in close to 3 days it was easy,

I ran out, did a quick Hard Drive replacement and then spent an hour at the Radiation Docs doing my 3 month followup followup,

I did learn (or should say confirmed) a couple things today,

1. I do have a growth at the base of my Tongue, its decent size and they are not sure if it in cancerous or not, it did not show up on the PET/CT as cancer, but either did the other one, and it was large.
2. Radiation necrosis, it usually starts around 6months after you stop treatment and can continue up to 2 years afterwards so i am right in its growth table, But (as the doctor said) it is real rare to have necrosis where i had treatment, and i am guessing that's what has most of them troubled.

I am so special....

so where does that leave me you ask? well it leaves me way up the creek without the proverbial paddle, or does it? the worst part of this right now is everyone is bent down at the knees getting ready to jump, i am standing in front and have no idea which way they are going to jump, its a little un-nerving.

My latest comparison is this, i am on level 9 of frogger and i am the frog, you know your gonna get run over, just don't know when, where or how.

or am i going to make level 10...isn't the suspense killing you? i know its trying to me,

later Video junkies