A quick note about "Friends"
Since i became sick (and in a couple cases even before) i thought i had some of the best friends in the world, but i need to make a comment about a couple of them.
I have discovered that a few people who i thought were my friends just really can't be bothered, when i was sick i did not ask anything of anyone, one person helped me a lot, but she wishes she could have done more, something about me being a "stubborn ass"
But what i valued the most when i was sick, weak and in pain was being able to call people up and take my mind off of how bad i was feeling, how just for a few minutes they let me rant and spit at my phone and then i went and crashed to gain streagh for the next round, those people were great,
the ones that i really counted as my friends were the ones that always said "oh, can i call you back in ....minutes" and they never called you back, i am not talking once or twice i am talking several times, i have moved them off my friends list for now, and since i can hold a grudge i do not know when i will move them back..
most of the ones i figured out just like to use me for a source of information, i am good for that, i read more stuff then they do, i remember obscure things better then i can remember a phone number i use daily, but never to call you back and then contact you later on and wonder why i will not reply to them? sheesh
but to my friends that were there for me during this time and trouble i want to thank you ,
for the ones that blew me off, all i got to say is "does this sound like a dial tone to you..." click
