Well all good things must end

and so my luck has...

I went and saw Dr. Kim on 5\07\2010, after my normal exam ( a look down my throat, ears, and such) and him feeling the masses around my neck, he was not happy.

when he is not happy i usually end up hurting.

He was really unhappy, my neck still hurts, i still cannot eat well, and the lymph glands in the area of the tumor is still there and large, should have gone by now, so since it does not want to leave on its own, he is going to make it leave.

in the next few weeks i will be under going a modified neck resection, this is where they are going to open up my neck, dig out the dead lymph glands and make sure those puppies are good and dead, would be really bad if they were just faking us out and in six months show back up in the kidneys, liver heart, lungs, you get the idea.

if you want to read up on this, or just look at some real gory pictures, i have been looking at this website

http://emedicine.medscape.com/article/854296-overview

at the bottom of the page is all the pictures in a row, i was real happy i found this page, but all in all its a good excuse for me to get off my ass and start this up again.

Kind of missed you all, i been busy back at work, trying to keep myself busy, but i need to face facts and start talking about this again.

so i am talking, i will see you all later about this, i should have more comments between now and the operation, BTW, the operation is going to be near the end of June, start of July, not that we want to wait this long, but Dr. Kim is a busy man, and i would rather wait for him, and i trust him.