Day 7 - 33 Days to go

Well day 7 is done and 33 to go, now i can see why the doctors told me this was going to be a pain.

I been getting up around 1am that's when my mouth drys out, ever wake up and your mouth is so parched it feels like your throat and tongue are cracking? well that's what happens with me every couple of hours now, but there is noting like holding a mouth full of cold ice water and letting it soak in and rehydrate, sheer bliss.

you can really see the tumor on the side of my throat now, every time i swallow it hurts and that's after my dose of painkillers.

I carry a lot of fluids in the van now, i was working yesterday with another FE and had to stop to get something to drink, sad part was i took it in to fast and bubble right in my throat, glad the grass could have used the water, but it is embarrassing.

well i am going to go kick back in my recliner, see if there is anything in the movies i have not see a couple hundred times and see if i can sleep also.

I use to feel bad that i had a standing appointment once a month at a doctors, but now i am happy if i don't have three in a day, no matter what anyone says, the co pays are high, i seen what a good oncologist charges, i will pay the copay.